| today i have to do something hard. i hope itll go okay.
ive been in the biggest wrestling match with God ever the last month or so. i want to believe God is everything i've always believed him to be so so so so badly and i still do but i have more questions/doubts than i ever have. i love him so much that i believe he can handle me being doubting. cause hes big. and i like him. but i want to understand why i like him. know what i mean?
favorite movies of all time:
5. Aladdin
4. Les Miserables
3. Pride and Prejudice
2. Anna and the King
1. Gladiator
i got the barfing flu on my birthday on friday. it was pretty funny really. |
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| Gah! I've been attacked by some mysterious bugs that have left bites that look oddly like chicken pox. hm.
i still feel like im turning into a jerk but im doing my absolute best to avoid it. 
there are some things from last year i wish i could take back, even though they made me grow up.
"the dream is over, and morning has come!"
-cs lewis, "The Last Battle"
heaven sounds lovely  |
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| i think im definitly turning into a jerk.
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| yup its august. not much more than a week till school. :) yes i am happy about it.
1: french
2: concert choir
3: precalc A
4: great books II / comp and rhet II
5: ? (hopefully economics and western civ)
6: chemistry A
7: ? (hopefully alpha independent study) |
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| my little brother has the best laugh ive ever heard. it sort of bubbles up from inside his belly or his toes or something. a laugh says a lot about a person.
three favorite things:
peach tea, face wash, and old movies. |
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